I think my problem isn't that I don't have enough to do...my problem is I have so much to do but I get so good at putting it all off that blogging becomes somewhat of a priority that it shouldn't be.

You've got a fast car
I got a plan to get us out of here
Been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money

I have a job working as a teller at a local bank now. I don't start for another week, but it's okay. It will give me time to ease into school and enjoy the last few days of being a bum. Enjoy .... bum. Nope, that's not possible. I have felt like toxic waste lately..not necessarily that I cause people to be sick, but simply that I'm useless and need to be disposed of. That sounded cynical...Maybe not toxic waste. Maybe I feel more like leftover pizza, I was good for awhile but now I'm getting moldy. Hmm...*shakes head*

Anyway, enough comparisons. This weekend will either be very very good or "Meh". I have yet to decide. Tonight will be spent in Milaca with good buds: Andy, Mike and Carla. Tomorrow evening will hopefully be spent with Ri and Brad,but if not then perhaps Krista and Scott. We shall see. Either way, I hope not to be alone this weekend. I haven't spent a weekend alone in quite awhile and I don't think I'm up for that.

She'll tell you she's an orphan
After you meet her family

I've gone from having a mom, to not having a mom, to having a mom again in the course of a week. It will never end I tell you. The drama...isn't that supposed to end in your twenties? I love her, but she drives me nuts with her crazy antics. She told me today that when I figure out how I should really live my life then I guess my dad has an interview for a part-time cook position at a local restaurant. I'm not telling people where, because I don't want that to be the new restaurant of choice. I hope that he gets it for his sake...it would be nice to see him happy for once.

A boy like that will bring you sorrow
You'll need another boy tomorrow
One of your own kind, stick to your own kind

I love heart-to-hearts...even if they are in emails. You can get everything out in the open, say how things are and what they aren't. I'm learning to find things out for myself, rather than stick to what everyone else thinks and knows. They had to learn somehow, and so should I.