When life hands you lemons, you're supposed to make lemonade. The only problem with that statement, is what says lemonade is any better than lemons? When made wrong, lemonade can actually be worse then lemons alone.

Many things are on my mind tonight, as seems to be the case lately. They are all dislikes about what is happening in my life, or that I'm going through. Ironicly enough, there doesn't seem to be much good.

1.) I do not like being belittled or constantly being corrected when I make minor mistakes in grammar or word-structure. Especially by people who don't know me well enough to understand that I know how to speak, I just don't care to do it properly most of the time.

2.) I do not like the state of Texas being so far away.

3.) I do not like cancer, and the possibility it has to destroy life. I do not like the fact that it can happen to anyone, at anytime.

4.) I do not like waitressing, and infact I'm beginning to wonder if I even like working at all. Not that there's much choice in the matter, but I think I would make a better traveler than career-oriented person.

5.) I do not like being overweight, but yet I love Toffee-Bar Crunch ice cream, Cookie dough ice cream, Chocolate-chunk ice cream....

6.) I do not like the fact that everytime I come home and sleep in my brothers room when he is gone, I find a spider the size of my fist.

7.) I do not like how my computer decided to crash on me the day I bought Sims 2.

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*sighs*

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But I do like the fact that when I dream, she doesn't get to belittle me because she doesn't exist.
When I dream, the state of Texas is the same as Minnesota.
When I dream, cancer is easily beatable.
When I dream, I don't have to waitress and I'm doing my ideal job.
When I dream, I'm not overweight because ice cream doesn't have calories.
When I dream, the spiders are only the size of a dime and my brother kills them all for me before I come home.
When I dream, everyone I miss and love is there, so I don't spend time on the computer.. and therefore I don't worry about it crashing.

When I dream... everything is like it used to be, how it should have stayed, and I'm where I should be.

I should be sleeping
'stead of dreaming
about you