I fell in love once... I fell pretty hard. Looking back I don't know what it was, or when it happened. But it did, and I can't deny it. A part of me still is, and probably always will be.

But I fell in love with someone I was blinded to and my eyes were opened last night. He told me he didn't want me around them, and now I know why. Because they'd tell me the truth that he hid for so long.

I lost so much to him. Time, friends, energy, love, tears, money (not that it matters much)... and he doesn't give a damn.

Friends warned me. My parents warned me. Aquaintances warned me. I even warned me...but I didn't listen to anyone. I thought I could see the true him. I thought if maybe I just gave him enough time, space, and love.. I could get in to where I thought I was once. I was wrong and I really hate being wrong.

But what I hate most is realizing that its time to let go.